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The Colors of Friendship by K. R. Raye @KRRaye

The Alpha Party – January 2000

“Whew, we made it,” Melody Wilkins said with a laugh as she, Lance Dunn, and Imani Jordan escaped the throng of fraternity partygoers.

Imani brushed past Melody, eager to enjoy the relative oasis of the makeshift bar.  She pulled up a stool and swallowed her disappointment.  During their mad, congested dash from the front door to the back bar, she scanned the two hundred plus, hard-dancing students looking for Trevor, but to no avail.

She pasted on a smile to prevent Melody or Lance from misinterpreting things.  Hell, even she didn’t know what to expect from the Trevor situation.  All she knew was that she liked hanging out with him in and out of class.  Imani checked her expression in the nick of time before Lance caught her eye.

Lance winked and arranged his muscular, 6’2” frame into a GQ stance while he stroked his goatee, a pose that he assumed oozed sexy charm.  Please, like he didn’t already generate enough attention when they entered the fraternity house, working the room like a campaigning politician or the ridiculous jock he was.

Imani tried to choke back a guffaw as Melody watched her in amusement.  But much to Imani’s awe and chagrin, Lance’s ridiculous antics started working.  Four attractive girls honed in on Lance’s horny, homing beacon, their mouths almost salivating.

What the hell?  Imani frowned as two of the girls shot her and Melody jealous daggers.  All of this unwarranted attention just because Lance played football the last two games of the season and played well?

Imani sucked her teeth and turned to the bar.  “Damn, I’m ready to get my swerve on!”

“Well, you deserve a drink,” Melody replied as she hopped her petite, frame onto a stool to Imani’s left.  Melody’s thick, blond curls bounced about like springs.  “Heck, after our intense studying all week and your physics exam today; you deserve to unwind.”

Right on cue the attractive fraternity brother acting as the bartender meandered over.  “What can I get you, Sugar?”

“Two amaretto sours,” she said gesturing to Melody and herself, “and one vodka tonic for him,” she said nodding towards Lance.

“Sure thing, Sugar,” he replied with a wink.

After the flirty bartender departed, she elbowed Lance in his side.  “You’re awful quiet.”

“I’m sure he’s thinking what I’m thinking,” Melody said, swiveling her stool around to face them.  “Looking at all these beautiful faces and wondering which person is the one, that magical one, true love.”

“Oh Lord, here we go!”  Imani moaned and leaned back against the bar.

“Ah, let me handle this, Imani.”  Lance clapped Melody’s back.  “Dear, deluded Melody,” he said, then he stroked his mustache and goatee.  “In actuality, I was looking at all of these beautiful women and wondering which one is going to end up in my bed.  However, it seems I need to school you.”  He cleared his throat and his deep voice took on a preacher-like quality.

“Love is highly overrated.  It’s this fantasyland you read about in those Harlequin rags you devour.  A vicious lie parents tell their little girls.”  He shook his head and shrugged.  “That’s why the divorce rate is so high.  Unreasonable expectations.”

“Thoughts, Imani?”  Melody smiled knowing she could get a rise out of her.  Melody’s gray-green eyes twinkled in anticipation against her golden-tanned skin.

“Lance is kinda right.”  Imani’s nose scrunched up, hating to agree with Lance.  “You’re one of these women that fosters unrealistic fantasies about the fairytale wedding and living happily ever after.  That shit don’t happen.”  Imani threw Lance a scathing look.  “But love does exist and it ain’t overrated.”

Colors of Friendship

True friendship endures all obstacles…right?

Three college friends search for true love, NFL fame, and a successful engineering career. Will one friend’s quest for happiness endanger all three of their lives?

Naïve, romantic Melody Wilkins aims to find true love at college just like her parents. But will she sacrifice her soul to obtain it?

No-nonsense Imani Jordan strives for good grades and a chemical engineering degree. When a friendship offers more, will she follow her head or her heart?

Lance Dunn is only serious about two things: football and protecting his girls, Melody and Imani. When a threat enters their lives and tests their friendship, can he stop it before it kills them?

After the torrents of jealousy, sex, and abuse subside, will their friendship survive…The Colors of Friendship?

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Memoirs of a Sex Addict: A Jersey Girl Bares All by Samantha Barrett @samanthabarrett

Both of us learning that lie, that I wasn’t pretty, is actually what tore us apart when we were young. Like I said, we were very close when we were little, but then, I believe, when he was in fourth or fifth grade things changed. I think it was when he became interested in girls, and they him, that he felt so much pity for me, he couldn’t even look at me.

I can remember mornings, actually feeling intimidated by him, almost frightened by him. Each morning before school for about six years. We would get ready for school while my parents slept. I guess it probably started when I was in first or second grade because I would get dressed, brush my teeth, and then make a bowl of cereal. My brother and I would sit at our small kitchen table, eating our cereal, just three feet apart, and he would never talk to me, not a word. You’ve all heard of “uncomfortable silence,” this would have been called “fearful silence” for me. He would stare at the side of the cereal box, you know, where all the ingredients and nutrition is written.

You may be thinking, “Give him a break, he was reading it while he was eating.” We ate Cheerios every morning throughout all the years we went to grammar and middle school together;. there is not five years worth of literature written on the side of the cereal box. He just wouldn’t look at me. It was so quiet; I was so afraid to make any noise at all. I would let my cereal sit as long as I could so it would get soggy and not be too loud and crunchy when I ate it. Even now, I cannot tolerate the sound of someone eating cereal. Not only cereal, any chewing or crunching. I learned recently—from Kelly Ripa on Live with Kelly and Michael—that this is actually a real disease called “misophonia.” It’s a real thing! It makes me feel very uncomfortable, brings back the anxiety of those mornings I guess. You might be thinking it, “Why didn’t I just eat first and get dressed while he ate?” I know why; it’s gonna sound crazy, but it was because I loved him so much. I always wanted to be with him; I wanted to talk like him, watch the same shows as him. I wanted to be just like him. You know, if we didn’t eat out of the same cereal box, I’d probably pretend to read the side of my cereal box too. Just to be like him!

The lie that my brother, Tiffany, and I had learned, was confirmed and reinforced. It was now a “fact” to us and it had taken over my mind, my life. Far too many people don’t realize that these lies that children are told while their personalities are being developed contribute to a large part of who they eventually become. In my case, it shaped the way I felt about myself, my priorities, my confidence, even the way I viewed the people around me. As I grew older, I was no longer able to define myself. Yes, when I looked in the mirror or at pictures I would see the ugly face that I had grown to hate; but when I was in a social setting, I would use the people, most importantly, the boys or men, to determine how I felt about myself each day. If they showed negative attention, like if they were rude or mean, I felt very ugly and unattractive, and I would lose what little confidence I had for that day. Unless they changed their feelings or attitude towards me, I stayed that way. I was unable to change the way I felt about myself. On the other hand, if they gave me positive attention, if they were complimentary or kind, even if it was just to get me into bed as I got older—and by older I mean eleven years old—I felt pretty and happy, confident. I would be in a great mood. It wasn’t just a mood either. Of course, everyone feels better when they get compliments, and hurt if they’re insulted, but with me, and others who have BDD, it will ruin your day or your night. It even ruined some entire weekends for me. If I wasn’t able to find another man to re-define the way I felt about myself, the feeling stuck. Self-love, the whole attitude of, “Forget him, I’m great and I know it!” didn’t exist with me back then.

That is one of the main reasons why I am telling you all this. For you parents, you can never tell your child they are beautiful, brilliant, spectacular too often. That is where they will develop that attitude of self love and self worth from. That attitude is a must in order to have a happy life. You can’t allow others to have the power to “make” or “break” your spirit. Unfortunately, more often than not, they will break your spirit. You can’t depend on other people for your happiness. You cannot let other people define you. Self-love and self-confidence are as important in life as food and water are. Yes, the lack of food and water will kill you quicker, but living without self-love and self-confidence will eventually kill you. Whether you commit suicide, over- or under-eat yourself to death, accidentally overdose on drugs or alcohol, eventually it will kill you.

For me, sex was my “drug of choice.” I became addicted to sex by age twelve; it was the only thing that made me feel good  because it was the only time I ever felt “pretty.” Obviously, by the Grace of God, it didn’t kill me, that’s one of the reasons why I feel I have to tell my story. Nobody calls girls like me “sick,” or feels sorry for us for having low self-esteem, they call us “sluts” or “whores” and I hope I can help change that for young girls suffering with this disease.

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The Hunter’s Son by BE Jewell (Excerpt)

Chapter 3

“G’morning kiddo,” James says instantly regretting it. The last time he called his son something other than “Hey You” or JC was last year when JC missed curfew.

“What’s good about the first day of school, Dad?” JC mumbles as he walks into the kitchen. “I didn’t expect to see you before I left this morning. I went to bed after midnight and you still weren’t home. I thought last night’s job was supposed to be quick.”

“Yeah sorry about that. Ran a bit later than I thought it would. Want some breakfast?” James holds up a pan with some burnt goo mildly resembling scrambled eggs.

“Ummm…I guess. I was just gonna nuke something. Since when do you make breakfast?” JC asks. He tries to hide his astonishment, but his eyes are open way too wide.

“Oh, well, I haven’t been to sleep yet and figured you might want it for your first day. Got to make a good first impression,” James says with too much energy.

He moves awkwardly around the stove. The spatula in his hand flops back and forth between too many pans. Eggs and grease slop all over the stove. It looks like more than a few shells will end up on the plate.

“So anyway, why’d you pick this place to start cooking? We had that huge kitchen back in St. Louis and you never touched anything in it,” JC says with a smirk and sits down at the kitchen table near the door.

“It’s not that small. We’ve had much smaller places. Get ready, it’s almost done.”

JC looks around at the small box of a room with its terrible yellow-colored walls spotted with age. The room is so small it makes JC want to get to school, which is saying something. It’s much smaller than the rest of the house. But at least it doesn’t feel stale like those huge rentals they usually live in with their white walls and breakable decorations. They always seemed more like a psych ward than a home.

“Doesn’t matter I guess. My room is big enough. Got the entertainment center set up last night. And the living room looks great. I like the sofa you rented,” JC says with no response from his dad. He looks down at the table and picks at a big scratch in the finish. “So how did it go last night anyway?”

“JC, you know I can’t tell you about my job. We went over this yesterday. Security clearance and all that. It’s best if you just don’t ask. We’ll unpack the boxes tonight when you get home from school. Now eat.”

With that, James shoves a huge plate of burnt eggs and bacon in front of JC. He eats what he can with as much gratitude as he can muster. An egg shell crunches between his teeth, and he finally gives up. He drops his fork on the plate with a loud clink and stands up. He grabs his bag and walks toward the door, but stops abruptly. A feeling that he should say something hangs in the air. But feelings are not discussed in this house. Every conversation should have “Yes, sir” or “No, sir” as its main components.

He stands near the doorway with his shoulders slumped and his hand on the knob. No words will come out. He turns the knob and starts to walk out, all the while saying a little prayer in his head that his dad will keep doing the dishes in the washtub sink. He takes one step out and the sound of his dad’s voice nearly makes him trip over his own feet.

“Look son, I’m sorry. I know I should have come home last night like I said but sometimes being an adult means you have to do things that you don’t want to. I know some day you’ll understand all this. Hopefully someday soon. Anyway, Happy Birthday. I have to leave early this afternoon for work. I’m going to leave your present here on the table.”

It hits him like a hammer. His birthday. His birthday explains his dad’s motivation more than a sudden want to be a good father. How could he possibly forget? Most kids look at their sixteenth birthday as a rite of passage. They get their driver’s license or have a huge party to try to get on some stupid reality TV show. JC’s license already burns a hole in his pocket. He got it a state or two ago at when he turned 15. And if he has a big party with a bunch of TV cameras, they would be shooting an empty room because he does not know a soul in this town. A mix of sadness and embarrassment burns through his face. His whole body feels hot. Maybe the dishes are enough of a distraction that his dad won’t notice.

The only birthday JC can really remember was in Phoenix, AZ. He turned ten that day. It was 80 degrees outside. The hottest birthday he ever had. His dad took him to see a baseball game. He can’t remember the score or what teams were playing, but he remembers the feeling of being there with his dad at the park. He got a hot dog and a big soda, probably the biggest his dad ever let him have. But, of course he spilled it all over the people sitting in front of him. His dad was not pleased and he ended up having to go to the merchandise table to get the people new t-shirts. There were no toys, just his dad. Since then it has been year after year of gadgets and electronics for presents. All of them left on the table with twenty dollars for a pizza. It looks like this year will be no different, except he might get extra cheese this time.

“Um thanks. I…um…gotta go,” JC says, contemplating what piece of electronic garbage he will get this year.

His dad stands at the sink with a dirty plate in his hand and a dumbfounded look on his face. JC can feel the blood rushing to his face and his mouth hanging open as wide as it will go. He must think he’s raising a freak, JC thinks to himself.

JC stumbles out the door. The air outside feels cool on his burning face. He needs the eight block walk to school after that disaster in the kitchen. The redness subsides from his face at the thought of his father’s absence tonight. At least I won’t have to explain that one, he thinks and sighs heavily.

He walks down the driveway and passes the hedge separating their drive from their neighbor’s. He has never lived in a place quite like this. There are houses of all different shapes and sizes. Some are old, two story wood houses with very ornate decorations carved into the upper trim. Others look like plain ranch style houses with white or tan siding. Still others are barely a step up from what JC had seen in a camp ground out west. Despite the mash up of different styles of houses, it really does seem to work. The little ranch style house they are renting does not seem out of place next to the large, vibrantly-painted, two-story house on the other side of the hedge.

He turns at the end of the driveway and heads up the street toward the school. All the backyards are huge in this town. Most of the places he and his dad lived in felt like the houses were right on top of each other. Sometimes at night he could hear what the neighbors were watching on TV or what fight they decided to have before sleeping on opposite sides of the bed. Here there are a few above-ground pools that have been emptied in preparation for the coming winter. They might not be in use, but the trampolines he has seen look like they are still ready to go for the rest of the fall.

As he walks, he decides to try to figure out who lives in all these houses. Not the best way to pass the time but his IPOD is sitting on the kitchen table–forgotten in his haste to leave. The first one he comes upon is a very ornate Victorian house up the block. It must belong to an artist or an old hippie because no one else could live in a house painted green with blue, yellow and red trim. Right next door is a large house that looks like it might have two or three apartments in it. A few rusted vehicles sit out front next to bikes that were tossed on their sides by riders in a hurry to make it inside. He keeps it up, house by house, time passing with each guess.

JC looks around and does not recognize any of the buildings around him. Lost in thought, he must have missed his turn to the school. He pulls a piece of paper out of his pocket and checks the street names scribbled on it. None of the signs he can see match anything on the crumpled note. A few blocks away he sees what must be the downtown area. He can see the gas station sign he and his dad passed coming into town. He heads that way to get directions to the school.

Downtown is not a huge place. The strip is filled with a bunch of small office buildings. Each has one store front with owners operating mom and pop shops. This downtown is old and well-maintained, but not thriving. Many of the buildings stand empty with signs from closed businesses still above the large front windows.

The gas station stands at the end of the line of buildings. It’s clear from a glance that the station is also a repair shop. The newer building looks desperately out of place. A number of cars sit out front and most look drivable. Looks like at least one downtown business owner is doing alright for himself.

JC hurries across the two lane main street that cuts through downtown. He is glad traffic is light so he does not have to wait on the corner. According to his dad, a lot of people like to travel this road to avoid the highway. Today it looks like everyone has chosen high speeds over scenery.

He starts to shiver as the wind bites him through his hoodie. The weather is turning rapidly. Worse than the cold will be showing up late to class. It’s bad enough when the teachers make you stand up and introduce yourself, it is worse when you walk in late and everyone stares at you before you get the chance to find a seat. He hustles across the small parking area. There is no movement outside of the gas station.

He pulls open the door and sticks his head inside. No one is behind the counter and the bell on the door doesn’t seem to have alerted anyone in the back. He steps through the door and sees the owner does not make a living selling snacks. Anyone purchasing food at this place probably ends up at the hospital on the west side of town. This place is not owned by one of those huge companies like the ones out by the highway. The ones you would actually feel comfortable going into if you didn’t live in the area.

There are no fancy advertisements asking you to try the newest soda flavor or buy one get one free bags of chips. A rack stands in the corner with maps and car magazines on it. There is a cooler in the other corner with a few bottles of soda and a rack behind the counter with an assortment of tobacco products.

He walks back by the cooler to a small office with the door standing open. A small desk pushed in the corner takes up the whole room and is covered in dirty receipts. The food supply seems rivaled only by the owner’s book keeping skills. JC tries not to touch anything around him for fear of being smeared with grease.

“Hello? Anybody working today? I’m just looking for some directions.”

“Yup son, there is. What can I do for ya?” comes a voice from behind him. JC whips around, nearly yelling.

A burly man stands in the door leading to the repair shop near the front of the store. Light streaming from the surprisingly clean windows hinders JC’s view. Despite the bright light, JC can tell an older man fills the doorway. His large gut looks like it might pop the zipper of his mechanic’s coveralls any minute. His bushy white hair sticks out of a greasy rag he tied around his head.

JC moves closer, out of the blinding light. He sees a large scar stands out on the man’s face. Despite his best efforts to ignore it, it draws JC’s eye. The scar rises from his face like a small snake crawling from his right eye to the opposite corner of his mouth. JC’s mind races with possibilities for its origin but knows he has to say something to avoid another disastrous social incident.

“I, uh– I need directions to the high school.”

“New in town, huh?” the man asks as he tries to wipe the grease from his fat stubby fingers. He is only successful in smearing it.

“Yeah. My dad and I moved in about two days ago. I really need directions, or I’m going to be late,” JC says. His face strains with agitation.

He hopes other people in town listen a little better than this guy. He struggles to deal with people who have no sense of urgency. But it goes with the territory. Most people living in a small town move at a pace slower than anywhere else. Maybe it’s because it only takes fifteen minutes to drive from one end of town to the other or that you can leave for a movie five minutes before the previews start and still have the best seats.

“Figured. Not easy ta get lost in this place. Only people who do are new or an idiot. Anyway, name’s Chuck Glanville. Nice to meet ya. And who are ya?” The man sticks out his grease covered hand. JC reluctantly takes it. The strength in the grip surprises him.

“JC Mather…look sir I’m going to be really late.”

“Mather, huh? I think I met yer dad the other da–”

“Look sir, I realize you aren’t in a huge hurry here, but I am. I’m going to be late and I really hate having to go into a class and be introduced as the new kid.” This guy isn’t hearing a single thing coming out of his mouth. It’s like talking to a brick wall or a punching bag. JC turns to leave giving up on getting any directions.

“Okay son, settle down. Was jus’ tryin’ ta be friendly. All ya need to do is walk three blocks that way and turn right. School will be another two blocks down. Yer maybe five minutes away.”

When he points out the window, JC sees for the first time that Chuck Glanville is missing a good portion of his right hand. He has the first two fingers and thumb, but the rest is just a flat stump. Looks like this guy was in one heck of a fight with a lawn mower blade. JC fights the urge to ask what happened, but his raised eyebrows give him away. Anyone who looks like this has to have something more interesting to talk about than directions.

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Rating – PG13

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Semmant by Vadim Babenko

Chapter 2

I am Bogdan Bogdanov, a genius in cybernetics, an expert in everything expressed in digits. Almost nobody knows my name, but those who do look back on that fact gladly – or, at least, so they pretend. I also remember all of them; that’s just the way my memory works. Though I admit that it – my memory – is rather sparsely populated.

My childhood was checkered with events, but they left no visible traces, and even the earliest of them got seriously messed up. I was born in a small village in the Balkans, but my family soon started moving around a lot with a depressing urgency to get away from police and creditors. As a result, another place was listed in my documents: some nondescript city with an unpronounceable name – I never did learn how to spell it. My aura of Indigo was identified by an ugly old woman from Ziar when I turned twelve. She stank horribly, but I’m grateful to her: after her discovery, a lot fell into place.

My life as an adult was quite eventful as well. I went from job to job as I traversed all of Europe. I was poor, then earned a decent living; got filthy rich, then ended up with nothing. I’ve been living in Madrid for three years now – through circumstances beyond my control. This city is alien to me; I don’t like it at all. It tolerates me though; or at least it did, until it started to take revenge. I had a penthouse in its best barrio, drank sidra with its taxi drivers, breathed its foul air, and even made friends with a real countess. And now – now I’m in the nut house.

Of course, they call it something else. A hospital for VIPs, that’s its official title. But you can’t argue with the rumors, as everybody knows: the VIPs who land here are pretty far gone, most of them irreversibly so. That is not so unusual and, frankly, doesn’t even imply anything bad.

To tell the truth, my perceived importance wouldn’t allow me to belong there. Had it not been for Countess Anna Pilar María Cortez de Vega, I should have ended up in a dirty clinic for poor psychos instead of in this domain of comfort. Thanks to her, I’m now in the company of aristocrats. Señores and señoras – all from distinguished families, as a rule – languishing in adjoining chambers. Some cracked up over money, others over broken hearts. Then there are a few who went mad over love and money at the same time. But that’s just what I imagine when I’m alone with my thoughts. Most likely their problems are born of degenerate minds that are the product of hereditary decline. The gene pool has become too small; the ocean of diversity has shriveled to the size of a puddle. This is the fate of the noble elite, unwilling to compromise.

As for my gene spectrum, everything is just fine. Degeneracy poses no threat to my offspring – if I ever have any. And, as far as my mind is concerned, I live by a different set of rules – and I do not accept compromises either. I act as if they don’t exist. This has absolutely nothing to do with nobility.

My father came from a line of cobblers and had reeked of goat glue since he was a child, while my mother, quite the opposite, grew up all prissy in a banker’s family that lost everything when the pound sterling crashed. My parents got along well, despite their different backgrounds, united by a contempt for their hapless ancestors who gave them no chance at all. At least my mother never blamed her husband for the countless adversities we met – the troubles that befell us with the persistence of capricious fate. And as far as I could tell, he was gentler with her than was the custom in the places we lived. He probably regarded her more highly than was the norm. Which, to be fair, is really to his credit.

Still, my father’s way of thinking was always quite straightforward. I would even say it was predictably crude, albeit quite sly and shrewd. He never mastered his profession, but then, it didn’t interest him in the least. He was a vagabond by nature and, on top of that, locked horns with the authorities all the time. So we wandered from village to village for many years; we had no permanent home and didn’t stay anywhere for very long. The neighbors never liked us, and the local police instantly sensed the opportunity for easy pickings, but that was just an illusion – my father always managed to leave them empty-handed. We traveled all over the Balkan Mountains, through the Rhodopes, the Pindus, the Dolomites, then reached the Danube and went all the way to Budapest. That was where we settled down for a while. My father started to sell pottery, and my mother ran into a long-lost cousin who taught her how to read tarot cards. Our life took on some semblance of stability, and I got twin brothers and a sister who were one year apart.

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Genre – Literary Fiction

Rating – NC17

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For the Future Generations (For a Generation) by Anastasia Faith (Excerpt)

5.1.2130

Just outside the desert area…

A tall, twenty-seven-year-old redhead with shorter curls and a thinner face sat at his computer, bored and barely able to keep his eyes open as he participated in an early morning video conference and a counseling chat-call for work. He toggled between screens, alternating the conference with the FBI and the chat screen he used for a counseling session with a post-abortive mother through an online support group called Post-Abortion Healing.

He focused his attention on the conference as his supervisor prepared to speak again. This time, he addressed Declan.

“Declan Channing, we’ll need you to investigate a case from last year in Los Angeles,” His supervisor, Kyler Downe, sighed. “It is about a double murder: a pregnant woman and her unborn child were murdered in front of the woman’s husband. We’ve just received video surveillance footage as evidence. Our suspect is a man by the name of Padon Walker. He’s a lanky African-American male from Salt Lake City, Utah and is a renowned serial killer and drug lord. He’s about six foot three and is lean, but muscular. He has a tattoo on his right with a girl’s picture on it. We may possibly give Ethan Johns the case if he is not doing labor and delivery or obstetrics and gynecology work. If we do, you are free to leave. I’m sending the security footage to you.”

“I’m on it.” Declan said, wrapping up the conversation with the woman and disconnecting the conferencing call.

He rushed into his bedroom and took a briefcase and a suitcase out from under his bed. He opened his closet and brought out a box containing his FBI gear. He packed it in, then pulled out a drawer that held his shirts. He removed one and as he unfolded it, an electronic notepad tumbled out and landed on his stack of shirts. Declan picked it up and examined it. He tucked it under his arm and found the Automatically Recharging Payment Card the time traveler had brought with the book. He switched it on, stumbling across the note Mr. Wilcox had written.

May 1st, 2130 at 7 a.m. He read the note silently.

Suddenly he realized,

May 1st is today; in thirty minutes!

Declan scurried to finish packing and carried his equipment to his transport vehicle, a black Lexus. He dug into the pocket of his suit jacket and produced a bottle of natural salts and oils which would coat his fair skin and protect it from sunburn. He loaded his palms with the creamy blend and rubbed them together. After he had finished applying the concoction, his phone blipped, and he looked down to see that his supervisor had texted him. Tucking the bottle in his pocket, he wiped the remainder onto his pant leg. From what he gathered by the preview of the message, Kyler had assigned somebody else to investigate the Padon Walker case.

He ignored the text and departed for the spot where he had met the Mr. Wilcox seventeen years earlier.

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January Exposure by Sunny Benson (Excerpt)

“Jeez, just kidding,” I said.

Her eyes spiraling white and wild, Tandy paced the perimeter of the room with the aimless energy of a caged beast.

“On to phase two,” I said.

Tandy slowed, curiosity dissipating her frenetic energy. “What’s phase two?”

“Moving the furniture into your very own storage unit.”

“That’s absolutely absurd.”

“What if Rick’s leaving you for another woman? You want some tramp throwing tea parties with Great-Grandma’s china?”

Tandy made a strangling noise. “Maybe you have a point.”

In the kitchen, I grabbed the phone book and flipped to the Yellow Pages. Morty Wilson, an old friend from high school, managed the Store-N-Save storage company.

“I have to move a household-worth of furniture into storage this morning,” I said when Morty answered the phone.

“This morning?” Morty’s voice elevated an octave. “That’s late notice.”

“I only need help with the moving, the truck, and the storage parts.”

“Only. Man, if it was anyone but you, I’d think they were joking,” he said.

“Actually, Tandy’s the one who requires your assistance.”

“Tandy?” A muted thunk sounded, as if he’d dropped the phone on a carpeted floor.

“Morty, you still there?” I asked after several seconds of silence followed by some rustling.

“Yeah, I’m here,” he said. “Tandy needs my help?”

“Rick left Tandy, and we need to hide the furniture before he takes off with it.”

Morty made a goatlike bleat of excitement. “Is she getting a divorce?”

“Sure she’s getting a divorce.”

Tandy’s mouth popped open, and she kicked me. I mouthed be quiet and turned away, huddling around the phone for privacy.

Morty paused for several seconds. “I have to reschedule another customer to get you a truck. I could get in big trouble from the owner.”

“Tandy told me she’d love to see you.”

“Love, huh. I’ll round up some guys and be there in thirty minutes. But you pay full price.”

I recited directions to the house, hung up, and turned to Tandy. “Phase two is a go.”

Tandy slugged my shoulder a few times.

“Yeow, Tandy. Stop it.”

“Why did you tell him I was getting a divorce? Did Rick say something about a divorce?”

“I had to get Morty over here somehow.”

“What do you mean by that?”

My eyes pivoted toward the ceiling. Did she not understand her effect on the male species? More proof that the roots of Tandy’s blonde hair extended deep into her blonde brain.

***

With ample assistance from Morty’s three burly buddies, two hours later Tandy’s furniture stuffed two rooms at the Store-N-Save. Tandy and I sagged over pillows in her barren living room, bushed from hauling furniture.

“Onward to phase three,” I said. “Pack some clothes while I write Rick a note. We don’t want him to report the furniture stolen. Tonight, Carmen can sleep at Mom and Dad’s, and you can stay with me. That way, if Rick comes home early and gets frisky over the furniture, Carmen’s spared the drama and I’ll have your back.”

Tandy rubbed her eyes and moaned. “Frisky? Have my back? This is insane. Why in heaven did I agree to participate in this craziness?”

“Sweet revenge?”

“More like sweet insanity. I give up. I’ll run upstairs and pack a few things.”

While Tandy packed upstairs, I found a midnight-blue crayon and a piece of flowery stationery in a kitchen drawer. I kept my note to Rick simple.

Dear Rick:

Don’t worry! It’s not stolen. To help you out, I moved the furniture into a lovely, climate-controlled storage area.

Love, Ellie

Tandy lumbered downstairs with two pink suitcases and a matching overnight case. After she deposited the luggage on the floor, I handed her the note. “Leave this for Rick. I’ll see you at the parents’ for mandatory Sunday morning Craven brunch bonding.”

Tandy massaged the furrow between her eyes. “Thanks, Ellie. I think. I’ll transfer a load of laundry to the dryer and be on my way. I still have the spare key to your apartment, so I can drop off my luggage whenever I get a chance.”

“Hurry up,” I said. “You don’t want to be here when Rick returns.”

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Corr Syl The Warrior by Garry Rogers (Excerpt)

Corr Syl

The warrior wiggled his furry toes, scratched an ear, and thought about singing with Ralph and dancing with Allysen last night.  He grinned and rolled out of bed.  As he reached toward his jar of dried fruit and nuts, he sensed the attack and dropped to the floor.

The assassin came across the smooth stone with quick light steps, his gleaming blade slashing down from right to left.  The warrior had dropped right beneath the cut, and now he leapt forward, drew a short sword, and turned to block the whirling assassin’s rising cut.  As the assassin recoiled from the block, the warrior drew his long sword and attacked in ‘two heavens’ form, rotating blades beating down the defenses of the backing assassin.  In seconds the warrior stopped, his short sword holding the enemy blade, the edge of his long sword across the imaginary assassin’s neck.

The attack could follow many other paths.  Instead of completing a full spin after the blocked cut, the assassin could have directed his momentum ‘over the mountain’ onto the warrior’s shoulders or skull.  To meet that slower, but stronger maneuver, the warrior might continue his turn into his left quarter, letting his short sword trail into a high block position.  Then he would step in and shove the assassin back, and again use two heavens.  Or….

The instant an attack began, chemical and electrical impulses generated by nodes throughout his body would accelerate the warrior’s movements.  Had the assassin been another Tsaeb warrior, the attack would have been complete before the warrior reached his sword.

Corr Syl, the youngest fully-trained warrior of Wycliff District, liked the direct block and the power of two heavens, but he knew that if he drew both swords, his long sword could end the encounter almost instantly.  He grinned, and his long gray whiskers twitched when he thought about the damage the edge-to-edge block by his almost indestructible drahsalleh sword would do to a metal blade.  He added the defense against the assassin’s over the mountain maneuver to the collection of tactics in the battle kingdom of his memory world and shifted his thoughts.

Corr’s battle kingdom held perfect memories of thousands of encounters, both from real practices with other warriors and from his imagination.  Narrow canyons, waterfalls, caves, and dark woods filled the battle kingdom.  A tendril of Corr’s conscious mind often visited and relived favorite encounters.  After Nursery Canyon where Corr had spent his childhood, Corr liked the battle kingdom best.

Barren lands and seas existing only as outlines covered most of Corr’s memory world.  If no mortal attack or accident occurred, the outlines would eventually fill with images, emotions, and thoughts.

Corr twitched his fur-covered skin, and pulled on his weapons harness.  As he snapped the smooth gray clasp bearing the warrior’s insignia, he ended the thread of an old argument that had lost significance.  He had always questioned the value of mental combat exercises involving close-quarters surprise attacks.  No normal assassin, and almost no Tsaeb warriors, could come so close undetected.  But Corr’s teacher had insisted that Corr practice such situations at least once every day.  After 13 years and thousands of practices, Corr’s complaint had faded.  So he gave it up.  All the warriors Corr knew added a close encounter attack to their other daily exercises.  It must serve a purpose.

As he turned toward the door, another thoughtstream, like a mocking child, produced a conclusion:  Rhya Bright doesn’t like me. Corr severed the stream and gave the freed capacity to a new botheration.

Yesterday, as Corr strolled toward the river enjoying the warm sun on his fur, Arden Aquila, the Chairman of the District Council, swooped to a landing in Corr’s path and made a befuddling announcement.

“Corr, the council has elected you as its volunteer agent; we need to have at least one warrior present at all meetings.”

When an armed Danog patrol crosses the border into Wycliff District, the Wycliff Council sends a young Tsaeb warrior named Corr Syl to investigate and recommend a response. Corr soon learns that spies have infiltrated his district, and already many lives are at risk. He catches a glimpse of something truly evil, and with no time to spare, must choose between a safe response that might fail, and a sure response that might start a global war.

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Intoxicated by Alicia Renee Kline (Excerpt)

Chapter One

“Don’t worry, Lauren,” Gracie said, “he’ll come around.”

I twirled my straw in my Coke and stared blankly as the ice cubes hit the sides of my glass.  I hoped her words were true.  Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Gracie rise from the booth.  My gaze followed her as she stood.  Apparently, the pep talk was over.

“And for goodness sakes, enjoy your party.”

Or not.

She latched on to my shoulder as she brushed past, partly in support of my situation, mostly in support of her own body weight.  She teetered unsteadily on her platform boots and let out what could be best described as an intoxicated giggle.  I watched as she made her way to the restroom toward the back of the restaurant, stifling a laugh of my own as she attempted to open the ladies’ room door by pushing rather than pulling.

Ah, yes, this was my party.

I glanced around at the large booth our group occupied.  The familiar faces of coworkers surrounded me.  There had been a good turnout; by my count, twenty people had at least stopped in to say goodbye.  Ten of those twenty still remained, even now, two hours after the official meeting time.

Invariably when someone decided to leave the bank, another employee would take it upon themselves to organize a get-together, usually held at the Mexican restaurant a mile down the road from our branch.  For some, it was a good excuse to gorge on chips, salsa and margaritas.  For others, it was truly an opportunity to celebrate the guest of honor’s new job or retirement and to say farewell.  Whatever the case that brought all these people here, to think they were gathered because of me was surreal.

Neither one of the usual scenarios pertained to me.  At twenty-six, I wasn’t anywhere close to retirement, at least not without a winning lottery ticket in hand.  And I wasn’t quitting.  I had garnered a promotion.

I started at the bank right out of college.  Armed with my shiny new accounting degree, I had landed a position at the local branch underwriting mortgage loans.  My attention to detail – some would call it anal-retentiveness – got me noticed by our corporate office.  After five years of employment there, I had been offered the job.

Director of Underwriting, Mortgage Lending.

The title alone had a nice ring to it.  The thought of actually having a staff at my beck and call was enticing.  The increase in salary was definitely attractive.  The location, not so much.  Corporate was about two hours north of here, and I would have to relocate.  That was really the only thing that had given me pause.

Being considerate of the circumstances, my current boss had instructed me to take a couple days to think it over, pray about it, do whatever I needed to do.  In my heart of hearts, I had known what my answer would be, but I was still relieved that I had a moment to mull things over.  That night, I had made two phone calls.

My father had been ecstatic.

Eric, well, things had not gone so swimmingly with him.

Gracie staggered back to the table.  She fell onto the seat of the booth, the cushion protesting with a squeak beneath her.  This was apparently the funniest thing that had ever happened to her.  Her convulsive laughter brought all other conversation at the table to a halt.

“Maybe time for someone to go home?” Mary from Consumer Loans suggested.

“I’m on it.”  I set down my Coke and went to grab my purse.  “Come on, Gracie, let’s get you to bed.”

“Oh, Lauren,” Stacy, the receptionist, protested, “it’s not fair that you have to leave your own party early.  One of us can drive her home.”

“But it’s tradition,”  Mary chimed in, “Gracie always drinks too much, and Lauren is her designated driver.”

“Oh, no,” Stacy snorted,  “did they include that in the job description for your replacement?”

Gracie still had enough sobriety left in her to shoot both Mary and Stacy a dirty look.  “Shut up.”

I stood to go and Gracie followed suit.  She was pretty wobbly.  She leaned against the wall as I said my goodbyes, thanking each person for coming and accepting their well wishes.  As I made the rounds, my eyes welled up with tears.

This was really happening.  Come Monday morning, the rest of the people at this table would go back to work like they always did.  My desk would be sitting empty.  No manila file folders stacked up on the desktop, their contents spilling over onto my keyboard.

Pushing the melodramatic to the far recesses of my brain, I took Gracie’s arm and escorted her out of the restaurant.  Considering that she towered over me, especially in those shoes, this was no small feat.

The cool evening air greeted us as we spilled out onto the sidewalk.  We continued across the parking lot to my awaiting car.  I unlocked Gracie’s door first and helped her inside.  As I rounded the car and unlocked my own door, I realized that it was as if we were on some sort of a strange date.  I was being rather chivalrous.

“I’m not tired, Lauren,” Gracie whined as I assumed the driver’s seat.  “I don’t want to go to bed yet.  I want to help you with your problems.”

“Oh, Gracie,” I laughed, “I might be beyond help at this point.”

We drove in an easy silence back to her apartment.  I pulled my car into the carport beside her sedan and shut off the ignition.  She made no move to get out of my car. Upon closer inspection, I realized that her eyes were closed.

“Gracie?”

She jumped.  “I’m awake, I promise.  You want to come up?”

I checked my cell phone before answering.  It was only nine.  “Sure, why not?”

The short nap had done Gracie wonders.  That coupled with a fresh pot of coffee might actually transform her into a worthy confidant.  With renewed energy, she exited the car.  I followed behind her, realizing as I threw my purse over my shoulder that my cell phone remained in the center console.  Briefly, I considered running back to get it, but decided not to.  No one would be calling me at this hour.  I had just spoken with my dad prior to the party, I was with my best friend right now and Eric was on some sort of random business trip in some location I was sure he had mentioned at some point during chewing me out.

Gracie kicked off her boots as soon as she made it through the threshold.  She set her housekeys on the table beside the door with a loud clunk, then landed on the couch with a flourish.  I continued on to the kitchen to make said coffee.  Moving around the small space as if it was my own, I set to work opening cabinets and grabbing mugs.

As the coffee brewed, I leaned over the breakfast bar.  From here, I could view the entire apartment.   Gracie’s bedroom was at the end of the hall, right next to the bathroom.  The place itself was bland, walls covered in typical renter’s off white.  Even though the whole of the place was no more than five or six hundred square feet, it seemed cavernous in comparison with my studio apartment.  What made it feel like home were the small finishing touches Gracie had managed to add with her meager bank teller’s wage.

One of those finishing touches, a throw pillow in the shape of a question mark, whizzed past my head.

“Penny for your thoughts.”

I poured the now finished coffee into the mugs and carried them over to the sofa, where I sat down next to her.  She took the mug that I offered, closing her eyes as she tasted the first sip.

I sighed, not sure where to begin.

“He’s probably just upset because I am leaving town.”

For the majority of our relationship Eric and I had been, in one way or another, apart.  We began dating when we were both sixteen.  When it had been time to go to college, we had settled on different universities.  This led to lots of long distance phone calls, internet chatting and romantic reunions during breaks.  After graduation, instead of finally being in the same place at the same time, he had gotten scooped up by a life insurance carrier to be their sales rep.  Even though he was stationed out of their Indianapolis office, the majority of the time he wasn’t anywhere nearby.

It had been a complete shock when he expressed his distaste at my promotion.

“That’s bull and you know it.” Gracie set down her coffee cup on the table in front of us.  She tucked an errant strand of black hair behind her ear and stared at me.  “He feels threatened.”

Threatened?  Maybe, just maybe, he was.

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For Gods & For Men by James R Johnson

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The portly slave walked with purpose as he moved through the halls of the house. He was round in the middle and his hairline was decidedly receded, but he was still an attractive man. His sharp features and expressive brown eyes gave him the look of a man blessed by Apollo, very alluring to women with his sensitive and warm eyes.

Of course, that was merely the outward appearance of Phoebus and not reflective of the man within. While he was beautiful and a natural draw for women, he was a hard man when it came to running the affairs of his master. Everything needed to be perfect and accurate; his master would accept nothing less.

Phoebus was getting the kitchen slaves ready for the evening meal when the main entrance door slammed loudly. All slaves stopped what they were doing and turned to Phoebus with fear in their eyes. They had heard the door slam like that before and knew what it meant; not from the master, but from his chief slave, Phoebus.

              Phoebus hurried down the hall and found his master slumped on one of the benches in the main room. Castimus had knocked over a vase on the small table next to the bench. He was average height, weight, and build. He didn’t stand out at all, but blended expertly into any crowd. He even blended into the background when completely alone. There wasn’t any real outstanding feature about him. Even his straight brown hair and green eyes marked him as typical. Perhaps the only thing that singled him out of a crowd was the fact that he was paler in complexion. No scars, no deformed appendages, no visible birth marks. Castimus was a plain man.

              He heaved a deep sigh as Phoebus entered the room and brought him a cup of lemon water.

              “How did the meeting go, Dominus?” Phoebus asked, already knowing the answer but playing his part to subdue the emotional tide of his master.

              “About as good as I’ve ever had”, he reluctantly replied. “All I want to do is make a difference.”

              “Political life comes with great pressure and responsibility. Surely some minor compromises can be beneficial to the people. Are they asking for leaders of integrity?”

              “And what would a slave know of political responsibility?” he shot back.

              “Of course, Dominus”, Phoebus said while bowing low.

              “Phoebus, if the people can’t trust their authoritative figures, how can there be any real prosperity and peace? If I lie to the people or take advantage of them, how can I ever earn their trust? How can I help them? If I give them a loaf of bread in one hand and take three times the cost of it in the other, how am I helping?”

              Castimus wanted to rest easy knowing he was making progress in changing the landscape of his family for the better. Whatever he would have to do, he had to feel good about his choices. And being the emotional creature he was, he could not consciously get that job done. No, Castimus would not survive in public life. He did not have the strength for it.

              “That is an excellent point”, Phoebus chimed in. The chief household slave knew that he was calmed by his own understanding of the governmental system.

              Castimus took off his belt and tossed it on the floor in front of Phoebus. “My father couldn’t get a position in office. His father wanted to be a successful lawyer and he did nothing of any importance. Who am I trying to fool? They were conspiring against him and they are conspiring against me. I should just open a shop like everyone else”, he sighed again.

              “Dominus”, Phoebus began. “It would not do well for any of your own children to have your family name further diminished by becoming a merchant in the Forum with the commoners. You would never forgive yourself as a laborer.”

              Castimus knew most patrician class Romans thought it vulgar to earn a living through labor. Plebeians and freedmen could work, but patricians and those of the equestrian order were called to a higher cause, without manual labor. The equestrian order evolved to the aristocratic class from cavalry during the Roman Kingdom years.

              “If only I had any children to curse in such a way”, he added dejectedly.

              He looked at the death masks along the wall. The masks of his ancestors, a constant reminder of his family’s spiraling social status, were illuminated by candles behind them. Would there ever be a glowing mask for anyone beyond himself?

Phoebus moved in such a way that would capture the attention of his master. The pouty movements and resigned gestures always pulled Castimus’s focus away from himself so that he could help others.

              “What?” he demanded.

              “Who am I to question the thoughts of my master? But since you asked, Dominus, your situation is greater than any pleb or slave I can think of. You are well. You have a loving wife. You should take comfort in that.”

              “Perhaps”, he mused.

              A woman’s voice bellowed for a slave from the depths of the house. Phoebus snapped his fingers and two slaves tending to the plants in the atrium jumped out of the room in the direction of the woman.

              “I don’t understand, Phoebus”, Castimus whispers. “Why does she hate this place so much? Is it really that bad here?”

              “I do not know her opinion”, Phoebus said while slinging Castimus’s belt over his shoulder. “Perhaps she has always been in this mood.”

              “What is his game?” he said after a few moments.

              “Whose game?”

              “Senator Aurelius. I should have a station somewhere by now. I married his only daughter. He owns her till death. He should have me in some responsible position for the sake of her status. What is he doing?” he said, pulling his fingers up to his lips.

              Phoebus did not answer, but left to check on the slaves in the kitchen. He shortly returned.

              “I’ve got it”, Castimus said as he stood and removed his toga to reveal his under tunic.

              Before Phoebus could ask exactly what his master meant, an ear-splitting scream issued from deep within the house, intense and full of venom. The woman could be heard cursing the slaves and demanding they let her be.

              “What is it that you have, Dominus?” Phoebus had one ear to Castimus and the other to the woman of the house.

              “I know why the senators think I am foolish and undeserving”, he said while continuing to remove his clothing and walking out of the atrium. As he did so, Phoebus followed behind him picking up his clothes. “I don’t yet understand the proper way in which to align myself on political matters. I still don’t have the cleverness to maneuver people, with integrity.”

              “Excellent, Dominus.”

              “I’ll go to the Curia to do some studying. I’ll do what is proper in protocol.” He left the central, open air atrium and entered one of the many halls in his villa.

              The Curia was the heart of the Roman government. It was the location of the senate, near the Temple of Saturn where the treasury and archives were housed.

              “Shall I send for more escorts, Dominus?”

              “No, I’ll go by myself, after I bathe.” Castimus had a habit of traveling out in the city without a slave escort. While this was efficient for the young nobleman, it defied class etiquette. It was a sign of status.

              Phoebus smiled. “I believe the bath is free now, Dominus.”

              “This is my bath as well!” bellowed the woman.

Castimus walked into the room and immediately entered the bath. His wife, Aurelia, watched with piercing anger. He sat uneasy, knowing that he needed to calm his wife down; appease her in some way. He wanted her father to give him a public job.

“I hate you and your silent arrogance.” Aurelia stomped out of the room followed by her attending slaves. Castimus’ tension followed her. He calmed quickly.

              The room was white with marble walls and reflected the light coming in through a high window. The lush plants that decorated the bath seemed greener because of the white walls. The fact that he had a bath in his home was evidence of the wealth upon which he sat. Perhaps one in a hundred homes in Rome contained a private bath. Most Romans ventured to the public baths where they could find cool and hot baths, steam rooms, and saunas.

              “I shall have everything ready for your trip to the Curia”, Phoebus said as he moved out of the bath area. Castimus sighed into the warm water, relaxed and motivated.

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The Book of Paul by Richard Long (Excerpt)

Monsters

You tell your children not to be afraid. You tell them everything will be all right. You tell them Mommy and Daddy will always be there. You tell them lies.

Paul looked out the filthy window and watched the little girl playing in the filthier street below. Hopscotch. He didn’t think kids played hopscotch anymore. Not in this neighborhood. Hip-hopscotch, maybe.

“Hhmph! What do you think about that?”

Paul watched the little black girl toss her pebble or cigarette butt or whatever it was to square number five, then expertly hop, hop, hop her way safely to the square and back. She was dressed in a clean, fresh, red-gingham dress with matching red bows in her neatly braided pigtails. She looked so fresh and clean and happy that he wondered what she was doing on this shithole street.

The girl was playing all by herself. Hop, hop, hop. Hop, hop, hop. She was completely absorbed in her hopping and scotching and Paul was equally absorbed watching every skip and shuffle. No one walked by and only a single taxi ruffled the otherworldly calm.

Paul leaned closer, his keen ears straining to pick up the faint sound of her shiny leather shoes scraping against the grimy concrete. He focused even more intently and heard the even fainter lilt of her soft voice. Was she singing? He pressed his ear against the glass and listened. Sure enough, she was singing. Paul smiled and closed his eyes and let the sound pour into his ear like a rich, fragrant wine.

“One, two, buckle my shoe. Three, four, shut the door…”

He listened with his eyes closed. Her soft sweet voice rose higher and higher until…the singing suddenly stopped. Paul’s eyes snapped open. The girl was gone. He craned his neck quickly to the left and saw her being pulled roughly down the street. The puller was a large, light-skinned black man, tugging on her arm every two seconds like he was dragging a dog by its leash. At first, he guessed that the man was her father, a commodity as rare in this part of town as a fresh-scrubbed girl playing hopscotch. Then he wondered if he wasn’t her father after all. Maybe he was one of those kinds of men, one of those monsters that would take a sweet, pure thing to a dark, dirty place and…

And do whatever a monster like that wanted to do.

Paul pressed his face against the glass and caught a last fleeting glance of the big brown man and the tiny red-checkered girl. He watched the way he yanked on her arm, how he shook his finger, how he stooped down to slap her face and finally concluded that he was indeed her one and only Daddy dear. Who else would dare to act that way in public?

“Kids!” Paul huffed. “The kids these days!”

He laughed loud enough to rattle the windows. Then his face hardened by degrees as he pictured the yanking daddy and the formerly happy girl. Hmmm, maybe he was one of those prowling monsters after all. Paul shuddered at the thought of what a man like that would do. He imagined the scene unfolding step by step, grunting as the vision became more and more precise. “Hhmph!” he snorted after a particularly gruesome imagining. “What kind of a bug could get inside your brain and make you do a thing like that?”

“Monsters! Monsters!” he shouted, rambling back into the wasteland of his labyrinthine apartments, twisting and turning through the maze of lightless hallways as if being led by a seeing-eye dog. He walked and turned and walked some more, comforted as always by the darkness. Finally, he came to a halt and pushed hard against a wall.

His hidden sanctuary opened like Ali Baba’s cave, glowing with the treasures it contained. He stepped inside and saw the figure resting (well, not exactly resting) between the flickering candles. At the sound of his footsteps, the body on the altar twitched frantically. Paul moved closer, rubbing a smooth fingertip across the wet, trembling skin and raised it to his lips. It tasted like fear. He gazed down at the man, his eyes moving slowly from his ashen face to the rusty nails holding him so firmly in place. The warm, dark blood shining on the wooden altar made him think about the red-gingham bunny again.

“Monsters,” he said, more softly this time, wishing he weren’t so busy. As much as he would enjoy it, there simply wasn’t enough time to clean up this mess, prepare for his guests and track her down. Well, not her, precisely. Her angry, tugging dad. Not that Paul had any trouble killing little girls, you understand. It just wasn’t his thing. Given a choice, he would much rather kill her father. And make her watch.

“Everything you’ve ever believed about yourself…about the description of reality you’ve clung to so stubbornly all your life…all of it…every bit of it…is an illusion.”

In the rubble-strewn wasteland of Alphabet City, a squalid tenement conceals a treasure “beyond all imagining”– an immaculately preserved, fifth century codex. The sole repository of ancient Hermetic lore, it contains the alchemical rituals for transforming thought into substance, transmuting matter at will…and attaining eternal life.

When Rose, a sex and pain addicted East Village tattoo artist has a torrid encounter with Martin, a battle-hardened loner, they discover they are unwitting pawns on opposing sides of a battle that has shaped the course of human history. At the center of the conflict is Paul, the villainous overlord of an underground feudal society, who guards the book’s occult secrets in preparation for the fulfillment of an apocalyptic prophecy.

The action is relentless as Rose and Martin fight to escape Paul’s clutches and Martin’s destiny as the chosen recipient of Paul’s sinister legacy.  Science and magic, mythology and technology converge in a monumental battle where the stakes couldn’t be higher: control of the ultimate power in the universe–the Maelstrom.

The Book of Paul is the first of seven volumes in a sweeping mythological narrative tracing the mystical connections between Hermes Trismegistus in ancient Egypt, Sophia, the female counterpart of Christ, and the Celtic druids of Clan Kelly.

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Living Backwards by Tracy Sweeney (Excerpt 1)

CHAPTER 1 - Jillian

I learned an important life lesson at Carrie Picalow’s slumber party when I was just ten-years-old: Horror movies are awesome…until it’s time to go to sleep. Sure they’re fun for two hours while you scream with your friends, but the following eight hours spent squeezing your eyes shut and attempting to fall asleep are torture. I made a vow to stay away from horror movies from there on out, but it never really worked. If I knew there was a scary movie on, I’d flip by the channel to get a peek. If I felt particularly brave, I’d stop and watch for a few minutes with my fingers partially covering my eyes. Even though I knew I shouldn’t—even though I knew I’d be up all night staring at my closet convincing myself that there wasn’t a scary little girl or a deranged clown inside—I’d watch. I couldn’t stop myself. And just as I would have predicted, I’d spend the rest of the night huddled under my covers.

I got the same feeling every time I stared across the room at the computer on my desk. When I’d sit down and open up my browser, I wouldn’t just check my email. I wouldn’t check the weather or the local headlines either. No. Even though I knew I shouldn’t—even though I knew it would only irritate me—I’d do something worse than watching a horror movie. I’d log onto Facebook.

Thanks to the so-called geniuses behind Facebook, suddenly people felt compelled to broadcast every thought, idea or mindless observation in their head on a minute-by-minute basis. But the worst part was that I couldn’t look away. It probably wouldn’t bother me as much if I actually knew any of the people complaining about having to go to work or needing their morning coffee. I didn’t. Not really. My timeline was full of people whose names I knew—kids who went to my high school and lived in my town—but I wouldn’t call them friends. Sure, I remembered that I had chemistry with that guy, and lived down the street from that girl, but I didn’t hang out with them. Or anyone really. Now, over ten years later, I knew every detail of their lives.

Last week, Tyler Burroughs tagged our whole Reynolds High School class in his Twenty-Five Things About Me post. I couldn’t understand why he thought I’d be interested. I hadn’t seen Tyler in over a decade and I barely knew him then, so I could say without a doubt that I didn’t care that he was still a terrible driver and almost lost his license twice. I didn’t care that he went to Comic-Con and met Joss Whedon in the men’s room. Unless Joss was whipping out long lost Buffy footage, it didn’t interest me. But for some reason, I kept coming back. Facebook had become the horror movie I was destined to watch every day of my life.

I blame my best friend Danielle who practically forced me into creating a profile. “Everyone is on Facebook, Jillian,” she informed me. “Even my papa. Don’t you want to be cooler than my papa?”

I couldn’t argue with that logic so I gave in and joined the world of social networking. Now thanks to Danielle, I was able to view people I barely knew discuss high school parties I hadn’t been invited to, dances I’d never attended and places I’d never been.

It really wasn’t her fault. High school was different for Danielle. We went to the same school, but we didn’t exactly run in the same circles back then. She was popular and outgoing, and I was…well…mute.

Looking back now, I didn’t have a lot in common with that girl anymore. People change. And in my case, for the better, I think. I left the shy me back in the school library, eating lunch alone and chatting with the librarian because everything was different once I left Reynolds, Washington, for New York City.

It was during Summer Freshman Orientation at NYU that I ran into Danielle. Literally. I was walking through the quad daydreaming when I nearly plowed over what I thought was a small child. My backpack and papers went flying in the air, and I landed flat on my ass.

“Jillian Cross!” she exclaimed. “What are you doing here? How did I not know you were going to NYU?”

I winced from the pain in my behind and looked up into the pale blue eyes of Danielle Powers. Danielle was someone I had occasionally said hi to, but it was never much more than that. She was in my World Lit class senior year, she was exceptionally perky, and after bouncing off her, ridiculously sturdy for such a small little thing. With her button nose and short, stylish bob, she reminded me more of a cartoon character than an actual person.

“Danielle, wow,” I stammered, suddenly feeling self-conscious. “I didn’t know anyone else from Reynolds would be here.”

“This is fantastic! Do you have a room assignment? We need to change it. You have to room with me and Megan.”

Megan Dunn, Danielle’s best friend, was practically an amazon—tall, beautiful and fierce with long, flowing blonde hair like the supermodels I envied as a kid. Megan was stunning, but she scared the living crap out of me. Although every guy in our class would seem to lose control of their motor functions in her presence, Megan never seemed to care. She actually always looked like she wanted to kick someone’s ass. Rooming with her sounded scary, but if I truly wanted a change of pace—a new life—I felt like I needed to say yes…and then make sure she didn’t want to kick my ass.

There was something about our friendship from the beginning; we just clicked. I wished I had known that in high school because it felt like we were destined to be best friends. Danielle pushed me to break out of my shell and live instead of watching life pass me by. And Megan, not so fierce after all, could always see through my bullshit and set me straight. She became my rock.

So when we headed back to Washington after graduation, Megan found an apartment in Seattle near an Irish pub that serves amazing nachos. It was only a couple hours away from Reynolds so that was useful, too. Danielle worked long hours as the co-owner of an interior design business. Megan scored a position at one of the area’s most prestigious art galleries, and I spent my days researching ways to remove stains from household furniture and water rings from wood tables for Homegrown Magazine.

Looking back, it was hard to imagine how I survived without them. Knocking Danielle over in the quad that day changed everything for me. I probably wouldn’t have been on a first name basis with the school librarian if I had figured out how great they were a lot sooner. Although Judy was lovely and her book club friends were very nice, they were kind of geriatric and not a lot of fun on a Saturday night. I would have given up the pass on late fees in exchange for the memories Danielle and Megan had of high school parties, dates and proms.

It was Danielle’s belief that I should make up for lost time. After insisting that I set up a Facebook account, she then decided that we actually needed to see these people in person. I nearly had a heart attack when she announced her plans for an informal high school reunion. I suddenly felt the need to retreat to the closest Reference Room for comfort.

“Jillian, I don’t understand why you’re so upset about this. You have us now,” she reasoned. “And this is your chance to show all of the people who never got to know you how awesome you are. Plus, you’ll get another peek at the Reconstruction of Sarah Spellman.”

After going to a less-than-reputable surgeon for a breast augmentation, our former classmate’s boobs were now crooked. We didn’t run into her often—only every now and then—but when we did, I couldn’t help but stare. The asymmetry was almost hypnotic. Like if you looked at them long enough, maybe they’d realign. That’s what you get for buying a plastic surgery Groupon.

“As much as I’m just dying to see Sarah’s bad boob job again, it’s not enough to get me excited about a high school reunion.”

“You can always bring Joan,” she replied.

Danielle knew my weaknesses well. Joan was my beautiful, pink rhinestone flask, a gift she had given me for my twenty-first birthday. Joan was my savior. Danielle named her after she caught me talking to myself one night in the midst of a particularly rough evening with Captain Morgan. Like Joan of Arc, I had been hearing voices, too. My voices, however, were alcohol-induced and coming from a pink, sparkly inanimate object. C’mon Jillian, you deserve a break. C’mon Jillian, you know you think he’s cute. C’mon Jillian, you love this song. C’mon Jillian, it’ll be fun.

It had been one of those typical drunk college girl evenings where I threw myself at a guy in my Philosophy class, danced on a table, fell off said table, twisted my ankle and ended up getting carried back to our suite by some burnouts who reminded me of Beavis and Butthead. When Danielle came home, I was pouting while nursing my throbbing ankle.

“It’s not my fault!” I cried, defensive under her condescending stare. “My good old buddy Joan wanted a shot at Mark Jensen. I mean have you seen that boy’s—”

“Jillian, honey, I’m so glad that you’re letting loose and enjoying yourself. Truly, I am,” she began carefully. “But it’s time to ease up on the cocktails once you start chatting with your flask. Talking flasks are not cool. Okay?”

But the truth of the matter was that I had more fun when Joan got me into trouble. I had spent so much of my time hiding in the library in high school. I wanted to go to parties and dance on tables and kiss cute boys. Joan helped transform me from the quiet girl who ate lunch in the library by herself to the charming and mildly-alcoholic woman I was today. And I liked that.

It had been Joan’s idea to go to the party that night. C’mon Jillian, you deserve a break. It was Joan’s idea to jump on top of Mark Jensen and shove my tongue down his throat. C’mon Jillian, you know you think he’s cute. It was Joan’s idea to dance on that table. C’mon Jillian, you love this song. And it was Joan’s idea to tell Beavis that I’d go to Laser Zeppelin with him the next weekend. C’mon Jillian, it’ll be fun. Unfortunately, in that case, Joan wasn’t right.

But even now, years later, Joan still had my back. Uncomfortable work function to attend? Trusty flask in my purse. Stuffy interior design conference with Danielle? Flask in my purse. Football game with Megan? Flask in my purse. No, Joan didn’t actually speak to me, but she always heard me when I needed her.

Sitting at my computer with a glass of wine by my side, I read through my timeline again. There was a message from Sarah Spellman in my inbox.

Danielle told me that you’ll be at the little soiree on Saturday night. I completely forgot that you even went to high school with us. Isn’t that crazy!? I always think of you as Danielle and Megan’s roommate. I’m sure we’ll have time to chat about good old Reynolds High on Saturday. Kisses.

God, I really hated Facebook.

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Orangeberry Book Tours – The Passion of the Christoph by Christoph Paul (Excerpt 1)

Visiting Speaker’s Corner

I can remember the carnival of sounds.

Speakers’ Corner in London, where anyone can talk about anything—except for the topic of the Queen, for talking about her, that would be undignified.

On that particular Sunday, I heard the first speaker say, “God is dead, we are all just gorillas, where the European apes have surpassed the African ones.”

I asked him how he came up with such a stupid theory. He remained polite, gave me a thoughtful nod, and said, “Nietzsche and science books.”

As a fan of both I felt saddened, but told him, “Well, you are the first racist I’ve met who likes to read. I’m from Florida.”

He then told me he could see the strength of my Italian blood and that Mussolini was “truly a great man.” I said, “Um, thanks, but that doesn’t make you any less wrong or less racist.”

He responded in a dignified tone, “Well, we will just have to agree to disagree like gentleman.” He then wished me a good day and gave me a strange bow showing me that British White Supremacists are just as stupid as the American ones—only way more polite.

I left the well-read racist and walked over to a tall blond man preaching to a large crowd. He was holding a Bible and wearing Wrangler’s and a cowboy hat, with a big cross around his neck.

He called himself the Christian Cowboy and had an American accent that sounded Texan. He said he was done preaching but wasn’t finished with the Lord’s Work and he encouraged us all to follow him into battle. We did, until we arrived in front of a group of Islamic Fundamentalists.

Three of them preached for the need for Sharia Law in England. As they quoted a verse from the Qur’an, the cowboy started to laugh and heckle them, calling them Satan’s fools and terrorists. The young Muslim leader with a prepubescent beard said the Christian was the fool and should feel shame.

The cowboy responded that the boy should be ashamed because he couldn’t grow a good enough beard for Allah.

I left the holy war and walked toward a short bald man waving his hands and screaming about how sexism was good and he was a proud misogynist. He shared the wisdom that all men are stupid these days because of too many female teachers. He said the worst thing was that American lesbians had reached England because The L-Word was in syndication.

He ranted for another twenty minutes until he finally admitted it had been a really long time since he’d gotten laid.

As his soapbox turned from misogynist to trying to get sympathy sex, I left him for a more moderate-sized crowd where a clean-cut looking man in his thirties praised the practice of being a vegetarian. He gave simple-to-follow solutions to ending world hunger, losing weight, and to stopping the harming of animals.

His speech was the most sensible one I had heard so far, but his voice was very monotone and he lacked stage presence. While the small crowd nodded and a few yawned, I noticed many of them kept looking to the right, where a British black man was wearing what looked like a Burger King crown, wearing the United Kingdom flag on his back like a Superman cape.

As the vegetarian man continued to talk about the dangers of cow flatulence, the small group moved away until we reached the self-proclaimed Caped Conservative.

He welcomed us but said we were most likely ignorant peasants who didn’t realize that the only way to restore England’s greatness was to make George W. Bush prime minster of England.

He spoke with great passion on why “Dubya” was one of the greatest leaders in the history of western civilization and how England should make him a dual citizen or even king.

Most laughed at him, but an older American woman gave me a concerned look, then grabbed my arm and said, “I’m really concerned for him . . . I think he’s the craziest of them all.”

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